AppleJack

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About AppleJack

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  • Birthday 05/25/1978

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    Hockey, Anime, Books, Horror movies, My little pony, The walking dead, My kitty Gilly.
    Favorite hockey teams. Vancouver Canucks and Detroit Redwings.
    Favorite players. Chris Tanev, Ryan Kesler, Jonathan Toews. Pavel Datsyuk and Justin abdelkader.

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  1. . I am trying to talk to her about the situation but she doesn't see how she's excluding me from things cause she does stuff with me just the two of us and I am like yeah but the big things with the whole group I am being excluded from. I am really at a breaking point.
  2. I am beyond frustrated and annoyed with my best friend she is really starting to piss me off. She needs to really STOP excluding me from stuff and when I bring it up and tell her I feel left out she has the audacity to tell me that I am over reacting. She is basically pushing me out of my friend group and clinging to my boyfriend. AND does she really need to make plans with him during my 'fertile window' we are trying to get pregnant kind hard to do when he's not at home. She hasn't been supportive at all and furthermore going on and on about some chick ending your friendship right after I had a miscarriage is so uncalled for Its like really I don't care about your petty stupid problems, AND i hate how she always cuts me off to tell me she knows how I feel when she can't possibly know how I feel. She does this ALL the time which brings me to this final point A BIRD is not the same as a baby stop comparing your dumb stupid bird to the death of my son. You do NOT know how it feels, you will never know how it feels so just stop.
  3. I was one of the few females( at the time) posting and I was getting alot of negative attention from all the jabronies. At the time I wasnt really looking for attention from guys I just wanted to talk hockey and I was being harrassed. I was treated like a puck bunny even though I had been a canucks fan since I was a teenager so long before some of the boys here were even born. I also was getting messages out right asking me to hook up by some of these same boys. when I just litterly wanted to be treated like any other fan. Sometimes I think a lot of the newer female posters have it alot easier then I did 3/4 years ago. Its no longer taboo to be a female canucks fan on these forums. So the main reason I crushed so hard on TS Is because he treated me like a person and not a dumb chick to hook up with. So we started talking and I told him I really wanted to meet up with other Canuck fans(despite the way I was being treated) to watch games. Ts and I tried to organize this forum thingy to meet up with other fans to watch a game but it never panned out... so we decided to meet up anyways to watch a game just the two of us. I just showed up in jeans and a canucks jersey when I first met up with him. He wore a jets hoodie and cargo pants. So never really felt like a date.. at first.. we were just two fans getting together. The first place we tried to go was closed so We ended up going to Tom and Jerrys and ate nachoes and watched the canucks get killed by Jonathan Toews. Somehow durning the night the mood shifted and it started to feel more like a date. One of those crazy life moments when things just fall into place and it just feels right. So we left the restraunt early and went back to my place to watch the my little pony movie and TS some how ended up staying the weekend. We have been together just over 3 years now.
  4. If you never seen the other seasons how can you really judge the rest of the seasons? In season 4 and 5 the cure storyline is revisted with Abe, Rosita and Eugene's introduction into the group. The story just cant focus on one possible storyline aka the cure they need to focus on many ideas. Yes the majority is about surviving in a world without morality and dealing with other groups but to me that is interesting. In season 4 they also focused on flu/sickness running rambent in less then hygine living conditions and I found it very interesting but wouldnt want a multi season show dedicated to it. They have addressed the cure idea already and Perhaps later they will re-touch on the idea of a cure in the last season but for now I like how the show is going. Personally I think Judith and the other babies/children born after the zombies took over will be the 'cure'. Untill this happens I am content on seeing how the group continues to survive in this world.
  5. Its kind hard to find a cure when the CDC pretty much blew up..and all the goverments of the world pretty much shut down. And they did revisit this plot idea with Eugenes lie about having a cure... ans how that lie effected those around him....Did you conviently forget these things???
  6. As someone who suffers anxiety and who had also had postpartum depression I can offer some tips to help with getting your anxiety under control. If possibe getting some form of counseling really does help especially if your anxiety is bad enough you need medication. Lets face it though not everyone qualifies for long term counseling. I am struggling with this myself due to situal anxiety brought on by a miscarriage in december. I can give you two tricks that really help me calm down without using my medication. Journal writing : sometimes all you need is to get it all out and keeping a journal or diary can help if you arent able to see a counselor at the moment. I often write to our son about twice a month. It helps me feel connected to him as well as allowing me a outlet for my grief. This has been especially true since my second loss. It doesnt even have to be any actual writing sometimes ill write song lyrics that remind me of my angel babies or a poem or story ormore often then not I will color them a picture and then tell them about the picture(write why I thought of them etc). This leads me to the most helpful and relaxing stress reliever and the way I keep my anxiety under control. I color. It may seem weird or childish or like a fad but the adult coloring thing really works. Its so calming that unless i am in a extreamly stressful situation I dont even need to take a atavan. I highly highly recommend you go to a book store or even just amazon and order a book and some pencil crayons. They have so many choices to suit everyones personalities. I am even going to be ordering TS a cat swearing book in feburary. If you want some advice on authors or brand of art supplies I can help with that. Anyways I hope that was helpful and really do encourage you to look into one or all three of these things.
  7. As someone who suffers anxiety and who had also had postpartum depression I can offer some tips to help with getting your anxiety under control. If possibe getting some form of counseling really does help especially if your anxiety is bad enough you need medication. Lets face it though not everyone qualifies for long term counseling. I am struggling with this myself due to situal anxiety brought on by a miscarriage in december. And so then you have to get paid counseling and that can be finicially limiting. So I can give you two tricks that really help me calm down without using my medication. Journal writing : sometimes all you need is to get it all out and keeping a journal or diary can help if you arent able to see a counselor at the moment. I often write to our son about twice a month. It helps me feel connected to him as well as allowing me a outlet for my grief. This has been especially true since my second loss. It doesnt even have to be any actual writing sometimes ill write song lyrics that remind me of my angel babiew or a poem or more often then not I will color them a picture and then tell them (write why I thought of them etc). This leads me to the most helpful and relaxing stress reliever and the way I keep my anxiety under control. I color. It may seem weird or childish or like a fad but the adult coloring thing really works. Its so calming that unless i am in a extreamly stressful situation I dont even need to take a atavan. I highly highly recommend you go to a book store or even just amazon and order a book a some pencil crayons. They have so many choices to suit everyones personalities. I am even going to be ordering TS a cat swearing book in feburary. If you want some advice on authors or brand of art supplies I can help with that.
  8. Does anyone else colour for stress management??

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    3. S'all Good Man

      S'all Good Man

      Is "colour" a euphemism the kids are using today for something else?

    4. Green Building

      Green Building

      You might also try listening to music without lyrics while colouring. Without lyrics is key as your brain doesn't have any silly words to latch onto and derail your attempt at relaxing. 

  9. We bought a wii U for the new mario games and although I love mario we barely play with it. Mind you I am not a very big gamer and TS has a PS4 so that mostly is the gaming system that gets used. I love my 3DS but its kind of on its last days and I do eventually plan on getting a new one. I like the concept of this gaming system but I just don't know we can justify getting it especially when we have a WIIU we barely touch. If they did bring Blue and Red back I would hope they make it for the 3ds as well since I would buy it in a heart beat. I loved that game it was so much fun.
  10. Thank you. I am hanging around even if I don't post alot.
  11. So unless they are going to make this the actual handheld device they release new pokemon games for I would rather just buy a new 3ds.
  12. Thank you. They are actually super cozy I can't remember where I got them from.
  13. Due to Medical reasons I am on leave from work till January 5 where we will be doing gradual re- entry (so like 1 day a week then 2 days a week then so on) my employer didn't realize she had to register for a ROE when she first hired me and so is now in the process of doing so. My medical issue came on very sudden and sadly unexpected and so I had just started this new job like three weeks before having to go on Medical Leave. We are having such a hard time getting the information she needs so she can file my ROE electronically and It can potentially delay my claim. I actually have enough hours with my previous job to go on Medical EI but EI won't let me just use those hours because its against policy or some crap like that. I am beyond frustrated because now I may not get my claim processed until the middle of January and we are kind of poor and its just adding extra stress that neither one of us need. To make matters worse I only work part time with this particular employer. So I kind of need to be able to switch to normal EI when I am cleared to return to work full time. I had another job that I was due to start on December 12 but because of this medical issue I was fired from that job before it even started. I basically was fired because I wasn't allowed to lift and carry their heavy double stroller down a flight of stairs and had asked them if they could just do it for me in the morning but that was deemed to much to ask and so I was let go. I do know that they turned out to be the kind of people I wouldn't want to work for anyways (especially since we are trying for a baby) but it still was beyond annoying. I turned down another job that would have been more money but less hours to take this particular job because I felt that I had a connection with their children and it ended up screwing me over. I am in the process of talking to EI to see if they can do anything for me but I highly doubt it.
  14. This season has been very hard to watch because its very dark and because the premier hurt a lot, however, I don't agree with all the people who suddenly don't like the show because its 'violent' or because the heroes aren't winning. I don't agree with all the hate everyone is throwing at the show in regards to the 'bottle' eposides either, yes its a bit more dark, and yes sometimes it seems slow pace but we needed to feel what the characters feel. We needed to have this slow pace to introduce all the new communities and we also needed to know just how powerful Negan is. If they would have Rick ready to fight right after the premiere it wouldn't feel realistic at all, it wouldn't have led to so much character development which like or not we actually need. I think now the 2nd half of the season will be really more action packed and now majority of our heroes are reunited (though I am worried about Eugene). I think alot of people will be happy about the 2nd half and really if you have invested 7 years into a show why would you suddenly stop watching because the 'bad guys' are winning more. It just doesn't make sense.