falcon45ca Posted June 8, 2019 Share Posted June 8, 2019 Just now, Jimmy McGill said: you owe it to yourself to talk to a professional, there might be a way out of this for you where you are happy. Oh I have. I find happiness here & there, my thoughts aren't debilitating. Even if it's the best rollercoaster in the world, sometimes ya just want off. Link to comment
Master 112 Posted June 10, 2019 Share Posted June 10, 2019 On 6/8/2019 at 1:44 PM, falcon45ca said: Oh I have. I find happiness here & there, my thoughts aren't debilitating. Even if it's the best rollercoaster in the world, sometimes ya just want off. word. I can relate to so much of what you write, falc. It's alarming. 1 Link to comment
Master 112 Posted June 12, 2019 Share Posted June 12, 2019 (edited) I don't know if I'm going to see the end of the calendar year. If I speak about it, I'm whining/bitching. That's the culture I've always lived in. But I am dearly and gravely hurt. There's so much pain to feel that sometimes it's all there seems to be. e: 15,000th POST EXTRAVAGANZA!!!! TIME TO CELLY!!!! WOO!!!! Edited June 12, 2019 by 112 1 Link to comment
Master 112 Posted June 12, 2019 Share Posted June 12, 2019 Nietzsche or Schopenhauer? My heart says the former. And then it changes its mind and goes with the latter. 1 Link to comment
Putgolzin Posted June 12, 2019 Share Posted June 12, 2019 10 hours ago, 112 said: I don't know if I'm going to see the end of the calendar year. If I speak about it, I'm whining/bitching. That's the culture I've always lived in. But I am dearly and gravely hurt. There's so much pain to feel that sometimes it's all there seems to be. e: 15,000th POST EXTRAVAGANZA!!!! TIME TO CELLY!!!! WOO!!!! This was a good milestone post. Horrifically sad obviously, but this at least is a good place to talk about it where it’s not considered whining/bitching. What could someone do to help if that someone was able? 2 1 Link to comment
JM_ Posted June 12, 2019 Share Posted June 12, 2019 14 hours ago, 112 said: Nietzsche or Schopenhauer? neither. Its Schroeder. Find something you like and are good at and make that your focus. Link to comment
Master 112 Posted June 12, 2019 Share Posted June 12, 2019 7 hours ago, nzan said: This was a good milestone post. Horrifically sad obviously, but this at least is a good place to talk about it where it’s not considered whining/bitching. What could someone do to help if that someone was able? ah, there's not much that can be done, and I know that. It just helps to write things sometimes and to know someone has heard me. Thank you for the kindness. 3 1 Link to comment
brilac Posted June 17, 2019 Share Posted June 17, 2019 I confess ~ Balancing the checkbook is one of my favorite things to do! Link to comment
brilac Posted June 17, 2019 Share Posted June 17, 2019 I confess ~ I ate 3 small bags of the fun size Cheetos! I love Cheetos! Link to comment
goalie13 Posted June 17, 2019 Share Posted June 17, 2019 18 hours ago, brilac said: I confess ~ Balancing the checkbook is one of my favorite things to do! If you moved to Canada, balancing the chequebook would be one of your favourite things to do. 2 Link to comment
brilac Posted June 17, 2019 Share Posted June 17, 2019 51 minutes ago, goalie13 said: If you moved to Canada, balancing the chequebook would be one of your favourite things to do. Haha, I got a kick out of writing that. I wrote that so USA-ish! Link to comment
Popular Post Salacious Crumb Posted June 22, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted June 22, 2019 Love this just a little too much... 1 5 Link to comment
brilac Posted June 22, 2019 Share Posted June 22, 2019 I confess ~ I thought the customs photo taken at YVR to show with my passport really enhanced my cheekbones that I wanted to keep it. It was a nice photo from the self kiosk. Maybe I am a little vain. Link to comment
Popular Post luckylager Posted June 25, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted June 25, 2019 Confession - I played my first game of CDC Mafia and &^@#ing loved it! I've seen it pinned in white noise since forever. Game after game, on and on Mafia. I'd looked a few times over the years and wondered "what the &^@# are these nerds are doing", but then a few weeks ago I read through 100 pages to really suss out this nerd alert. "What on earth are these dorks doing" I wondered. Well it's &^@#ing rad actually. Really. I &^@#ing loved it AND I'd probably play again one day. 5 Link to comment
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AppleJack Posted June 29, 2019 Share Posted June 29, 2019 (edited) So we are taking this online course and one of the modules is on the effects of racism on children and adolescents. We have to watch these videos and as I am watching them and they are explaining about culture and racism. I was reminded about how we as a species can even show racism towards other species (not only are own). More specifically I thought about how Black Cats are treated. How they are always the last to be adopted from shelters, even as kittens they are picked last. How they are stereotyped as 'Bad luck' or 'Evil' and how some people actually believe this. Or people just dont want them because they are black and black cats are hard to photograph.. And as a human I seem to care more about animals then other humans because my thoughts went straight to cats and not all the various horrible examples of racism through out history(some of which my family was directly effected by.) I guess my confession is i am a really a crazy cat lady and proud of it. Discord cause he is a cutie putie and 'so hard to photograph ' Edited June 29, 2019 by AppleJack 1 Link to comment
brilac Posted June 30, 2019 Share Posted June 30, 2019 (edited) 14 hours ago, AppleJack said: So we are taking this online course and one of the modules is on the effects of racism on children and adolescents. We have to watch these videos and as I am watching them and they are explaining about culture and racism. I was reminded about how we as a species can even show racism towards other species (not only are own). More specifically I thought about how Black Cats are treated. How they are always the last to be adopted from shelters, even as kittens they are picked last. How they are stereotyped as 'Bad luck' or 'Evil' and how some people actually believe this. Or people just dont want them because they are black and black cats are hard to photograph.. And as a human I seem to care more about animals then other humans because my thoughts went straight to cats and not all the various horrible examples of racism through out history(some of which my family was directly effected by.) I guess my confession is i am a really a crazy cat lady and proud of it. Discord cause he is a cutie putie and 'so hard to photograph ' I'm a crazy cat lady as well! Little Sally turns 14 tomorrow. She was born 6/30/2005. And I think our anniversary together is 8/13/2005. She was the last kitten there, and on sale for $10! I packed her home in my bag, and I remember what I was wearing that day. I was wearing a white shirt with Joe's jeans, and a gold bag. Edited June 30, 2019 by brilac 1 Link to comment
AppleJack Posted June 30, 2019 Share Posted June 30, 2019 9 hours ago, brilac said: I'm a crazy cat lady as well! Little Sally turns 14 tomorrow. She was born 6/30/2005. And I think our anniversary together is 8/13/2005. She was the last kitten there, and on sale for $10! I packed her home in my bag, and I remember what I was wearing that day. I was wearing a white shirt with Joe's jeans, and a gold bag. Awww I am not good a remembering dates but I have paperwork for Discord and Gilly I have her spay and first vaccination records with her actual birthdate. I had to just look this all up in February for insurance purposes. We actually want a third male kitten or young cat who would be black or dark colored and whom we would name Winston Churchill or Church for short. We want a maincoon mix or a Persian or Himalayan. We probably wont get another one for a while because our landlord hasnt gotten back to us about having a third kitty. There are a lot of people in our side of the building with 3 cats and one of my friends lives in the other towers and she was told she could get another dog or a cat cause her 2nd pet is a bird. Technically our building is a 2 pet building but it sounds like they are bending the rules for certain tenants so I will harass him some more. We are in a 2 bedroom so we have enough space for 3. 1 Link to comment
Popular Post Master 112 Posted July 1, 2019 Popular Post Share Posted July 1, 2019 Man, I'm doing so much better lately. Post-traumatic growth is a thing. Sometimes circumstance destroys us, but what one does to work through it is who they really are. 4 5 Link to comment
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