I feel like I don't belong. Like I have a couple of friends, but I don't feel overly close to them and I also miss having a group of friends to hangout with.
I'm a huge people-person, so it also &^@#s me up that way. I'm looking for a place to move out, but I'm kind of scared because when I do that, I'm cutting off my past to start fresh, because I'm stuck wanting the past that I had but can't have anymore. It's like my past is holding me back, so getting rid of might let me start from the ground rather than under water.