I don't know how to reach out to most people without feeling like a pest or a bother, it's been like this the last number of years and I've made very few closer friends because of it. I know I'm likely neither of those things, but at the same time it's stuck in my head. I get along with people pretty easily and I like to think I'm personable but at the same time I feel crippled socially and I still don't understand why.